This post is a long time coming, let me tell you. I had to wait to write it once I got a grip on my attitude and my patience kicked in a little more. This transition of moving to Texas has been extremely difficult for Torah, really just the bed time I should say. It has been quite awful, I do hate saying that but it has been extremely exhausting. Up until we moved she was a great sleeper, no problem at all. Once we moved, that all changed. We tried a ton of different things. We kept her on schedule, set up her room the same, etc. I’m pretty sure living with my family and Jacob and myself being in the same bedroom for 4 months or so didn’t help at all. After nights of Torah screaming when bed time rolled around, the occasional vomiting to prolong bed time, us laying beside her bed until she fell asleep, nothing worked. We finally gave in and put her mattress in our bedroom, this worked for a while. She then began wanting to stay awake or standing up and thinking she do whatever she wanted. That’s when we decided it was time for her to be a big girl and sleep in her OWN bedroom ALL night. I don’t know what happened or if we said something, but the other day she decided to just that. At bed time we walked with her in to her room, gave hugs and kisses and prayed and told her that one of us would be right outside the door until she fell asleep. She said, “ok” and fell asleep! Now she still got up a few times at night and has the past few nights, but all we have to do is put her back in bed and she’s asleep. I can handle that! We have been giving her continuous praise about sleeping all night in her room and she gets a popsicle whenever she sleeps all night. The girl can have as many sugar free popsicles as she wants if she keeps this up
I’ m just hoping that we have broken the bad sleeping habit.
It has been a very difficult 3 months, her not sleeping led to neither Jacob or myself sleeping, which led to all of us on edge, which led to all of us driving each one crazy at times. Top her sleeping issues, with Jacob having a new job, new church, new city (which is huge), not really meeting a ton of people quite yet, new house, missing family and friends, I myself am physically and emotionally exhausted. I was not expecting to feel this way at all, I knew I would miss people, but we had made a big move once before, so I thought it would be a little easier. But for some reason, this move has been a lot more difficult. I can’t really say why, b/c I don’t know why. It has just been difficult and still is. I keep telling myself it has only been 3 months, things will change, and I know they will, I just have my days. I’ve missed family a ton this week, all 3 of us have been sick all week. It would have been so nice to call up family and ask for someone to come over and help with Torah, but that can’t happen when we live so far away. Just days like those when it gets difficult. I’m not writing this as a little pity party for myself. Just things that have been on my mind and needed to get them out, my way of dealing I guess. Thanks for listening. Things are getting better! Torah has slept in her own bedroom for 3 whole nights, this is HUGE for us. Hoping it keeps up
We also have family and friends visiting in November and then in January Jacob and I will be going to the Dominican Republic with G.O Ministries. That trip will be a MUCH needed time for the both of us to get away, I may be counting the days until that trip
Side note: It has finally cooled down here in Texas, which makes me VERY happy. I don’t think I can take one more 90 degree day! In honor of the cooler weather, we broke out the hoodies as soon as we could, actually anything fall related we took full advantage of

Sorry for the picture quality, desperate for a new camera. It's on the Christmas list

Not interested in getting her pic taken, but I liked her outfit

Mamaw sent these foam dolls that you can dress up in different clothes. Torah LOVES these things!

still playing, after I emptied the water, brushed her hair and put lotion on her, all while in the tub! Money well spent Mamaw

Taken exactly 1 year ago to the date! Crazy how much she has changed! Love that smile:)